The Courageous Man Entering The Arena

By Evan Sanders


He closes his eyes, and for a minute, there is an eerie silence.

As he walks out into the tunnel, he will be able to feel the ground shaking.

The walls are dripping and there is a soiled musk in the air. His heart pounds.

As he approaches the the crowded arena, he can begin to feel the strain grow in his upper neck and back.

This trail has been walked by many and only returned on by few.

He makes an attempt to breathe deep, only to be gripped by the nervousness growing in his belly.

He walks out into the blinding white light, eyes blurred and senses dulled.

There's that deafening sound of the crowd and the pinging in his ears. He feels the crunch of the rocks and sand underneath his feet.

There is a beed of sweat dripping down his brow waiting to fall, expecting what's to come.

The gentle warmth of the sun on his back relaxes his shoulders. His eyes refocus.

Out walks his adversary.

There he stands, that giant figure. As dark as a moonless night. Body sparkling with scratched up steel. Piercing eyes as sharp as the weapon he holds. A body meant for one thing - Annihilation. His loud roar echoes throughout the arena.

As the crowd watches, their hands are cold and impatient with anticipation. The supreme and noble men look on with curiosity in the security of their pews. Everyone is waiting for the unavoidable clash.

As he watches his enemy, his gut sinks...but just for a second. He kneels down, grabs a handful of the dirt below him, stained with sweat and blood, and lets it comb through his fingers. He runs his hand softly along the sharpened blade, and grips the soft bending leather. He rises, and faces the figure across from him.

The scarring on his body evoke memories of gaffe, and as he stands there, staring into the dark eyes of the figure across from him, it comes over him. A rushing feeling runs through his veins and into his fingertips.

He digs his feet into the ground.

He grips the handle and let's out a cry that will be remembered for ages.

He charges.

...

...

His eyes snap open fast. He's been dreaming again. He takes a big breath, slides his hands over the polished old wood and grips the sides of the speakers podium.

He's prepared.

He speaks

"It is not the critic who counts; not the man who points out how the strong man stumbles, or where the doer of deeds could have done them better. The credit belongs to the man who is actually in the arena, whose face is marred by dust and sweat and blood; who strives valiantly; who errs, who comes short again and again, because there is no effort without error and shortcoming; but who does actually strive to do the deeds; who knows great enthusiasms, the great devotions; who spends himself in a worthy cause; who at the best knows in the end the triumph of high achievement, and who at the worst, if he fails, at least fails while daring greatly, so that his place shall never be with those cold and timid souls who neither know victory nor defeat." - Theodore Roosevelt

Our lives are the greatest arena. Much of the time, that fierce figure across from us is fear. Fear not only to perform the explicit act, but fear to really accomplish something you have been thinking about doing. It actually sounds strange at first, however it occurs. It is what keeps us from being great. That tiny fear of actually being a light out in the world for people to see and for many to judge must not be put out. We must not play small. The credit is paid to the individual who is trying and failing. It is not paid to those who look on a criticise that same man for the things he does. Always focus on that. Don't be afraid of falling in the dust. Our scars beautifully outline our journey, and make it just that much more unique.




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